I love where my life is right now. Sure babies are hard, time consuming and tiring but I've never felt more wanted, needed and important then I do as a Mother. It is the most rewarding job in the world.
One of my goals for this year was to live in the moment. Enjoy where my life is right now and enjoy these sweet babies before they get old enough to know how much more "cool" they are then me. I love how they think I'm funny, I love how I can get them to smile and laugh at me. I love how the simplest things like playing in the backyard makes them completely happy. I don't want to forget how much Preston enjoyed me taking pictures of him jumping off his bike. As soon as he was done and he'd run over and look at the picture and laugh, then say " another one mom! " and run back to his bike. I don't want to forget that Lylah finally rolled over from her tummy to her back again ( it's been a few months haha ) and as soon as she did it she looked at me and smiled SO big.
Ever since I read this little quote by Anna Quindlen, in "A Mothers Book of Secrets" a few years ago, it's been on my mind everyday. It makes me tear up and fearful of it being me. I do not want to forget these moments.
"The biggest mistake I made is the one that most of us make....I did not live in the moment enough. This is particularly clear now that the moment is gone, captured only in photographs. There is one picture of the three of (my children) sitting in the grass on a quilt in the shadow of the swing set on a summer day, ages six, four, and one. And I wish I could remember what we ate, and what we talked about, and how they sounded, and how they looked when they slept that night. I wish I had not been in such a hurry to get on to the next thing: dinner, bath, book, bed. I wish I had treasured the doing a little more and the getting it done a little less."
I love babies. I love their sweet spirits and how much they enjoy life. I'm so not ready to not have babies in my house. Who knows how many babies I'll end up having, I like them WAY too much. And I may be a little bias but I make the cutest little kids :)



